chocolate~~~

2day i rili damn hapy~~
not just 2day,
tiz few day i oso fell very happy~
i can feel wat had changes~
happy of u accompany me during tiz few day,
happy of ur changes,
and oso the most imprortant.......
happy of that chocolate that u give me,
i just can say, GOSH~ i like it a lot!!











AND OSO,
tiz is wat we having last nite~~~
having japanese food @ damai~
i rili cannot imagine just 2 people of us can eat so many~~~
tiz is wat v order:

1. 2 plate of eel sushi
2. maiyo egg sushi
3. 2 plate of omelette sushi
4. 1 plate of course 4 ( include prawn,rice, sup, eel, meatball, and oso sashimi)
5. maiyo corn sushi

i like it! =)

my cute cousin~~

Many day d feel like wan to update my blog,
but bcoz of lazy upload pic,
then i give up my feeling~~~
when i arrage my photo in my computer,
suddenly i c all my cute and beloved cousin pic~
i just can say they rili cute~~~
i love them a lot~~~

her name is rainbow~~~ rili a nice name~~~~




tiz is another cousin~ he rili very naughty~~~
why? because......

he is the one who throw my high heels to road!

tiz gal is the 1 who very independence~ i like to talk with her~


tiz 1 is the most naughty gal among all of them~~
like to cry, oways buli by other becoz she like to disturb people~~~~

another claver gurl~

like to stick with her when i going back hometown~

i rili miss them lot~~~~*huge*

心中的恐惧~

很多次，
当幸福来时，
我曾经想好好的抓着，
不让它飞远，
不管花多少力气，
我都愿意~
曾经小时的经历害我失去安全感，
害怕原本属于我的东西会消失不见，
害怕我想拥有的东西都会离我而去，
害怕历史又在重演~
这些害怕都完全成了我的影阴，
一个永远不可能离我而去的噩梦,
一个永远都会呆在我心房的恶魔~
所以一开始我也把话说得很清楚，
因为我不想也不敢再去尝试那种可怕的感觉~
我想要的是发自内心的疼爱~
就算是一点点，
我也能开心好几天~
可是，
往往得回来得却是心痛的感觉~
谁能告诉我，
怎样才能把身边的人，事，物，永远的留在身边？
怎样才能让它们不会消失？
因为我真的害怕失去的感觉~~~
我......真的不想在经历同样的事了~

..................

tiz few day i go back tawau coz of sum family problem~
i rili fell very sad~
i still remember,
it was 9.00am sumthing....
that tym i still in my office~
when i working,
suddenly my hp was ringing~
it my mum calling~
i just hear she cry when i answer the phone~
when i hear wat she say,
i started crying~~~
i stil remember,
when i still young,
i oways go her house,
she oways will cook many delicious food for me~
she oso will teach me math~
i rili cant imagine,
y a good person like her,
will so fast leave us~~
i rili miss her a lot~~~~
i just can console myself that
maybe tiz oso not a bad thing~
maybe if like tiz,
she will no nid suffer again~~
from a happy and health women,
just in around 1 year time,
i c her becum a very emaciation~
but wat i learn from her is,
eventhough she sick,
she still very adamanvy and optimistic~
tiz is wat i dun have in myself~~~
i just wan to tell her that:
" u are my beloved aunt, i will oways miss u~
dun worried about ur 3 cute and pretty princess,
i believe we will take good care to them~~~
they will grow up in a happy and health enviroment~
i won 4get how u treat me when i was a kid~
i oso will treat ur 3 princess just like how u treat me and take care me when i was a kid,
姑， 您安息吧~~~"