给７年友谊的最后一封信～

我拥有的不多，

就连仅有的都失去了，

在知道的那一刻，

眼泪竟然汹涌而出，

而那一刻，

我才知道，

那么多年的友情，

并非假的，

而现在，

我们却是陌生人，

不管如何，

在我心里，

我们还是很要好很要好的朋友，

虽然只是我的一厢情愿～　

希望，

未来，

你能过得很好～　

无奈～

虽然很久没更新，

但不想写～

我只想问我自己,

“我到底想怎样？！！！ ”

chocolate~~~

2day i rili damn hapy~~
not just 2day,
tiz few day i oso fell very happy~
i can feel wat had changes~
happy of u accompany me during tiz few day,
happy of ur changes,
and oso the most imprortant.......
happy of that chocolate that u give me,
i just can say, GOSH~ i like it a lot!!











AND OSO,
tiz is wat we having last nite~~~
having japanese food @ damai~
i rili cannot imagine just 2 people of us can eat so many~~~
tiz is wat v order:

1. 2 plate of eel sushi
2. maiyo egg sushi
3. 2 plate of omelette sushi
4. 1 plate of course 4 ( include prawn,rice, sup, eel, meatball, and oso sashimi)
5. maiyo corn sushi

i like it! =)

my cute cousin~~

Many day d feel like wan to update my blog,
but bcoz of lazy upload pic,
then i give up my feeling~~~
when i arrage my photo in my computer,
suddenly i c all my cute and beloved cousin pic~
i just can say they rili cute~~~
i love them a lot~~~

her name is rainbow~~~ rili a nice name~~~~




tiz is another cousin~ he rili very naughty~~~
why? because......

he is the one who throw my high heels to road!

tiz gal is the 1 who very independence~ i like to talk with her~


tiz 1 is the most naughty gal among all of them~~
like to cry, oways buli by other becoz she like to disturb people~~~~

another claver gurl~

like to stick with her when i going back hometown~

i rili miss them lot~~~~*huge*

心中的恐惧~

很多次，
当幸福来时，
我曾经想好好的抓着，
不让它飞远，
不管花多少力气，
我都愿意~
曾经小时的经历害我失去安全感，
害怕原本属于我的东西会消失不见，
害怕我想拥有的东西都会离我而去，
害怕历史又在重演~
这些害怕都完全成了我的影阴，
一个永远不可能离我而去的噩梦,
一个永远都会呆在我心房的恶魔~
所以一开始我也把话说得很清楚，
因为我不想也不敢再去尝试那种可怕的感觉~
我想要的是发自内心的疼爱~
就算是一点点，
我也能开心好几天~
可是，
往往得回来得却是心痛的感觉~
谁能告诉我，
怎样才能把身边的人，事，物，永远的留在身边？
怎样才能让它们不会消失？
因为我真的害怕失去的感觉~~~
我......真的不想在经历同样的事了~

..................

tiz few day i go back tawau coz of sum family problem~
i rili fell very sad~
i still remember,
it was 9.00am sumthing....
that tym i still in my office~
when i working,
suddenly my hp was ringing~
it my mum calling~
i just hear she cry when i answer the phone~
when i hear wat she say,
i started crying~~~
i stil remember,
when i still young,
i oways go her house,
she oways will cook many delicious food for me~
she oso will teach me math~
i rili cant imagine,
y a good person like her,
will so fast leave us~~
i rili miss her a lot~~~~
i just can console myself that
maybe tiz oso not a bad thing~
maybe if like tiz,
she will no nid suffer again~~
from a happy and health women,
just in around 1 year time,
i c her becum a very emaciation~
but wat i learn from her is,
eventhough she sick,
she still very adamanvy and optimistic~
tiz is wat i dun have in myself~~~
i just wan to tell her that:
" u are my beloved aunt, i will oways miss u~
dun worried about ur 3 cute and pretty princess,
i believe we will take good care to them~~~
they will grow up in a happy and health enviroment~
i won 4get how u treat me when i was a kid~
i oso will treat ur 3 princess just like how u treat me and take care me when i was a kid,
姑， 您安息吧~~~"

MERDEKA ^^

WOOW~
after suffer for 1 month,
2day, at 3.45pm,
i finally finish my last STPM paper!
Now the 1st thing i wan do is,
throw all my book in to the box,
take all the paper to recycle,
say bye bye to my BANANA uniform,
make my room free from all the chemistry, math and biology!!!!
from this moment,
x chemical thing, x human body, x formula in my brain!!!!
no nid study and memories all the biology essay!!!!
Hurray!!!
haha~ so happy x need go back to that hell!!! (form 6 student, r u agree with tiz?)
rili x know how to explain my feeling now!!!
2day rili a commemoration day for me!!!!!
haha~

2morrow is a new day!!
start with a new life~
2morow is my 1st day start working!!!
feel a bit scare~
x know wat will happen~
i duno i can handle my work nicely or not~
but,
nvm,
just think about the salary that i will get in the end of the month~
then all the thing will be all right~
haha~